no pictures, no news.  (tomorrow NYE BLACK & WHITE BALL though!!!! boarding the maje train!)

i don’t know what to do with myself!!  i feel weird, electric.  musicrazy.

hungry and tired, naughty and inspired, happy and wired, confused….thinking about this past year….

2009, you were good to me, but i think i can do even better.  2010 seems like a mighty good catch, and it looks to me like he’s packin somethin HUGE.

new year’s resolutions:

1.  no more drunk blackouts…i only get drunk about 4x/year but it’s always xtremely suh-loppay.  and apparently, during the latest blackout, some random guy kissed my white-lace-covered boobz and that is NOT COOL.

2.  stop making the first move (i ALWAYS do)

3.  try not to be such a scatterbrain

4.  try to be more of a scatterbrain

and, most importantly…

5.  strike out on my own!!!  youse KNOW it’s impossible to be a completely self-sustaining Aspiring Superstar (you’d laugh if you knew some’a my side jobs).  werkin on it though.

i love you.

but i’m gonna try rull hard not to say that out loud…