(finished “MY MENORAH” penthouse scenes tonight!!! feeling particularly emotive)

copyright CHEVONNE!!!!!!!  don’t go stealin.  this is real-life heartbreak.

TEARS ON FALSE EYELASHES

blush creates imaginary glowing

lipstick lines drawn way outside my mouth

makeup covers, keeping them from knowing

so their eyes don’t see the shadow of a doubt

cause it don’t hurt if i’m cryin tears on false eyelashes

it ain’t pain if my love was in vain anyway

it don’t hurt if i wasted years on love imagined

i know i’m gonna shake it, i’ll just fake it ’til i make it

did you say i love you, was i dreaming?

were our kisses made of fantasy?

when i held you in my arms, was that you breathing

or just illusions there to mess with me?

cause it don’t hurt if i’m cryin tears on false eyelashes

it ain’t pain if my love was in vain anyway

it don’t hurt if i wasted years on love imagined

i know i’m gonna shake it, i’ll just fake it ’til i make it

swept up in a haze of glitter

looks pretty but the taste is bitter

like a pageant princess who’s won second place

appearances can be deceiving

you said you’d stay and now you’re leaving me

but i’ll put on a good face

yeah, i’ll put on a good face

cause it don’t hurt if i’m cryin tears on false eyelashes

it ain’t pain if my love was in vain anyway

it don’t hurt if i wasted years on love imagined

i know i’m gonna shake it, i’ll just fake it ’til i make it (2x)